Today an english-post. Why? Because I feel better if I write in english, it's a distance to me that I need now.
I don't understand it, not even now. Why do all good came to an end? Why do humans get older and weaker? Why? Can't believe it, can't handle it. Just want to fly away and forget everything. Want be alone to think, but don't want feel lonely.
"Dear Something,
if you exist, please mail me. I don't believe in God, so i search YOU to replace this place, something like a ghost, a shape or whatever. But PLEASE talk to me and say me why? Why we cannot change it?"
Hope i'll get healthy and feel better than now, 'cause this shit starts to confuse me in such a cruel way, just want my body get healthy.
xoxo,
Daan-
